Girl of My Dreams
Praise for Girl of My Dreams
“Nostalgia in a novel, especially in a first-person narration, has to be earned. From the opening suicide of a stuntman—“taker of all falls”—a screenwriter recounts “the damage I caused in bygone days.” This is a bildungsroman of Hollywood dreams and cover-ups, a novel of “failure and conspiracy” on a lavish scale. “Movies and fame: what a perfect marriage, each dependent on projection,” the young writer observes, after admitting: “I’m the sucker who tells the story because the rest are gone.” There’s even a daughter named after a movie studio, and the Communist Party is, finally, just “another dream that had been imported to Southern California.” A fast-paced novel of ambition, deceit, and disillusionment, Girl of My Dreams is as thrilling as a hit movie; yet it’s also an indictment of the way the movie business works. The language is impeccable; the architecture is so tightly constructed that the ending is both inevitable and not what we’re expecting.” —John Irving, National Book Award–winning author
“Girl of My Dreams is irresistible. It has been a long time since I read anything so interesting in every way.” —Joan Didion, National Book Award–winning author
“Smart, snarky, richly detailed, gossipy, hilarious and, in the end, yes, serious, Peter Davis’s Girl of My Dreams is a thorough delight.” —Richard Russo, Pulitzer Prize–winning author of Empire Falls
“Thrumming with kinetic energy, Girl of My Dreams is a mad dash through Hollywood in the 1930s. With insight and humor, Peter Davis explores the magic of filmmaking, the vagaries of fame, and the lives of the many players and participants—from directors to actors to writers—who populate this outrageous and captivating world.” —Christina Baker Kline, #1 New York Times–bestselling author of Orphan Train
“If Girl of My Dreams were simply a novel about Hollywood in the Golden Age, it would qualify as superb. But it’s really about America then and now—how we love, how we cheat, what we crave, what we dread. And that’s what makes it sublime.” —Beau Willimon, creator of the Emmy Award–winning series House of Cards (US)
“Academy Award–winning filmmaker and acclaimed author Peter Davis is uniquely equipped to bring the glory days of Hollywood to blazing life. Young screenwriter Owen Jant gets more than he bargained for in this dark and brilliant coming-of-age novel. So does the reader. Robert Stone said a novel should be a grand slam, and Davis has knocked it out of the park. The movies have always told us who we are, giving us America writ large, and Girl of My Dreams is a big bonafide American classic.” —Lee Smith, author of The Last Girls
“Girl of My Dreams is a vivid Hollywood romance, replete with sex, scandal, and studio intrigue, wrapped around a fierce political indictment of the violence at the heart of industrial capitalism. Peter Davis has deftly fashioned both an epic evocation of the golden age of American movies and a powerful history lesson.” —Stephen Greenblatt, author of The Swerve: How the World Became Modern
“Girl of My Dreams is witty, sexy, and sharp. I loved it. Davis gives us the old, still exclusive Hollywood of the Thirties, when it had real glamour and real menace. A Hollywood that no longer exists except in this wonderful novel that is preeminently about the malleability of identity and the creation of self, both on and off the screen. Davis makes one long for the old days in all their innocent and debauched glory.” —Susanna Moore, author of In the Cut
“Author-filmmaker Peter Davis has given us a contradiction in terms, a book about Hollywood in the Thirties that, ironically, has depth. Davis knows this turf and has populated it with richly invented characters, all striving and most failing in a place where you can’t win for losing and politics divides them all. It is a wise and savvy book, with wit and pathos … coming soon to your screens!!” —Candice Bergen, Emmy Award–winning actress
“I’m feverishly soaking up Peter Davis’s marvelous novel about Hollywood, Girl of My Dreams. Put it down? From these cold dead hands!” —Dick Cavett, host of The Dick Cavett Show
“Peter Davis has crafted a cast of characters worthy of Hollywood film in the magically sexy and inviting glory days of the 1930s. They are seemingly untouched by the Great Depression or any other form of reality except the extraordinary fantasy world created for everyone else through the sheer power and vision of the few ruthless men who trafficked in stardom. Fascinating exploration of beauty and depravity.” —Christina Crawford, author of Mommie Dearest
“Some people write cozy tales. Academy Award winner Peter Davis has written an era—Hollywood in the Thirties—punctuated with the stench of studio politics, illicit romance, labor strife, S&M, murder, vengeance, and despair. People get rich on the whim of celluloid—and get poor just to placate whimsy. Studio tycoons, gossip columnists, gangsters, and union leaders edit the lives of those around them with impunity. And yet people sing here, sometimes in preference to talk; after all, performance is what they know. It is the world of illusion, and its players rarely discern the difference between what is real and what is imagined. Written in vivid and distinct prose, Girl of My Dreams is a five-star novel.” —Bob Rafelson, director of Five Easy Pieces
“Girl of My Dreams is truly wonderful. Set in Hollywood during the 1930s, it's the time of my mother and father, Margaret Sullavan and Leland Hayward, who were beginning their major careers. That time is rendered precisely and winningly in all its glamour and affliction and recklessness.” —Brooke Hayward, author of Haywire
“A young blood on the make in Hollywood, then and now, is the stuff of a great story, and Peter Davis has written a page-turning novel of the legendary Thirties starring exactly the kind of people who made that the golden age of American fantasy. Every page has its delights, its horrors, its humor, sometimes all three at once. Girl of My Dreams is the mirror of America in the decade that led to everything we are today.” —Ben Mankiewicz, host of Turner Classic Movies (TCM)
“Girl of My Dreams is the enchanting tale of what would have happened if Downton Abbey had been made in Hollywood in the 1930s. It’s the time of my parents with all that decade’s bright lights and deep shadows.” —Hoagy Bix Carmichael, producer of Stardust Road the Musical
Girl of My Dreams
A Novel
Peter Davis
For Alicia
What happens on the screen isn’t quite real; it leaves open a vague cloudy space for the poor, for dreams and the dead. Hurry hurry, cram yourself full of dreams to carry you through the life that’s waiting for you outside, when you leave here, to help you last a few days more in that nightmare of things and people. Among the dreams choose the ones most likely to warm your soul.
Louis-Ferdinand Céline, Journey to the End of the Night
1
Joey Ankles the Lot
Picture a time when left was right and right was wrong.
Picture this, a man who looks like a boy perched on a motorcycle at the top of a palisade above the ocean, his face empty as if he doesn’t quite know what he is supposed to do next.
This is what happened when I was in my twenties in the Thirties, a story of wilting bloom. We came, we wished, we dined out on promise. Seeing that tumultuous dawn break over us like a great wave, who could know if we’d be borne on it toward a gleaming new world or drowned in its foaming fury? Compared to Joan Crawford or Marlene Dietrich, Palmyra Millevoix was a fresh breeze rippling through aspens. Compared to the Big Strike in San Francisco, Hollywood’s guild wars were milkshakes. Compared to the Communist Party, Jubilee Pictures was anarchy itself. Compared to the Depression, our salaries were not merely astronomical but pornographic. Let’s turn one of those around: compared to Palmyra Millevoix—Pammy, which she disdained but accepted—Greta Garbo was a fraud. Into the dungeon wild dropped our Pammy, sorceress of undisclosed fantasies, whil
e I, slave to regard, was shackled to the keep’s lowest rung.
Here comes Palmyra’s brother-in-law, the stuntman Joey Jouet, only to be yanked off, a reminder of what could happen in that time and the cause of my being funneled into his sister-in-law’s sphere. He serves, too, as a warning of Mossy’s carelessness. Yes, I knew Amos Zangwill, knew him before the war. He was different then.
In those days Mossy kept a lackey he used as a hatchet wielder. Dunster Clapp was the reptile, a remittance man from the east eager to bulge his trust fund by enrolling as a toady at Jubilee. It was a fetish with him to take orders from the strong and pass them along to the weak and dependent. You could see it in his face: pampered, dishonest, cold but also scared. He was gleeful when carrying out orders.
Cutting costs, on Saturday afternoon Clapp had told Joey Jouet, a Jubilee employee and therefore supplicant in these hard times, that he was having too many accidents and had to get off the lot. Clapp fired half a dozen other studio workers that day. When Jouet was summoned he was at Victorville on location in a costume epic where he was mortally wounded in several sword duels and a fall from a castle parapet. He performed these stunts flawlessly. He had expected to be in Victorville another ten days. Stunned, he didn’t feel he could go straight home with this news. He picked up his Ariel motorcycle at the studio and drove it to a motor court in Hollywood. What could he tell his wife, unable to design and decorate sets because she was home now taking care of their two small daughters? Could he go to Mossy Zangwill? What a joke!
Joey Jouet was the kind of Hollywood worker who loved every minute of his job. Loved perfecting a leap into thin air, a dueling technique, a plunge through a window so the star wouldn’t be the one to get hurt. He was enthralled at the way a plot sprang to life as real actors and fake buildings were thrust into service to the story. Joey studied other jobs on the set besides his own—the grip, the gaffer, the decorator. It wasn’t a matter of aspiration; remarkably for Hollywood, Joey had very little actual ambition. What this curly-haired eager young man had was love of how movies were made.
He had run off from his bad home in Shawnee Mission, Kansas, not to Hollywood but to Ringling Brothers. He joined the circus at fifteen and by paying attention to the performers when he wasn’t cleaning lion and elephant cages, Joey was able to become an acrobat in three years. He was too careful to be a great acrobat, and he was also not particularly theatrical. He enjoyed the sensation of floating—just being free of his childhood home was a form of weightlessness—but he wasn’t fond of repeating the same act again and again. He saw too much cruelty to the animals and too much among the people, the man who dove fifty feet into the shallow pool whipping the unicycle rider with a chain, the lion tamer running off with the wife of the fire-eater. In those days numberless kids were beaten by numberless fathers, and Joey had had his fill of brutality in Shawnee Mission. Nor was applause, which the clowns and other acrobats gulped, important to Joey. The winter he turned twenty, when the circus headed back to Sarasota, Joey went in the other direction. He found his true home and vocation in pictures.
By the time he was twenty-five, Joey was every assistant director’s favorite stunt double. When I knew him he was thirty or so, regularly working with cameramen to design his own stunts. His curls were naturally blond, those of an innocent five-year-old, but he was often wigged depending on whom he had to absorb a sock in the jaw for. While Mossy Zangwill was pushing, dragging, ordaining Jubilee’s rise from a Poverty Row studio to the status of what Variety called a Minor-Major, Joey Jouet was taking falls in some of Mossy’s big action pictures. He’d done such a good job in Fugitives from Folsom they let Joey keep the Ariel motorcycle he’d ridden.
I saw him a few times keenly combing a set where I, a junior writer, had been dispatched to help with a few lines of dialogue. The rest comes from the police record. And Pammy.
Ever eager to please, with innocent boyish features to mock his thin mustache of a stock villain, Joey Jouet, taker of falls for everyone from Doug Fairbanks (Sr. and Jr.) to Trent Amberlyn to Jimmy Cagney, paused his Ariel on the hill at the top of Chautauqua Boulevard that bright Sunday in the spring of 1934. I suppose he readied himself. Surveyed the scene, panning in effect from the Santa Monica mountains around and down over the ocean and out to where Catalina Island lay, visible in those smogless days. I wait for him at the bottom of the hill, as if Jouet’s destiny were in the future, still to be played out. As if Mossy Zangwill could change course, or Pammy Millevoix could.
Of all human faculties memory is the most insistent yet also the most fallible. Since I am not among the legions of the formerly famous, I have neither scores to settle nor apologies to pour like syrup over the damage I caused in bygone days. Oh, I may have changed a few names of people whose grandchildren now run things and could want me for a quick rewrite. But essentially this is what happened, my stupendous renegade recollection. Let my chronicles of mortification stand. Hooray for Hollywood.
Unable to believe at first that Jubilee Pictures would let him go, Joey had called another of Mossy Zangwill’s henchmen, the production chief Seaton Hackley, from the motor court where he spent Saturday night after coming in from Victorville. Hackley was known as a troubleshooter; sometimes he could modify decisions even if he couldn’t reverse them, cushion blows even if he couldn’t prevent them. “This must be a mistake, what Dunster Clapp told me,” Joey said to Seaton Hackley. “Can’t you fix it?”
“No can do, Joey,” said Hackley, hanging up.
Joey fitted the goggles over his eyes, adjusted the strap around his curls and started rolling, then hurtling, down Chautauqua, a steep grade. He might have been an aviator. When he slowed at the bottom of the incline, after looking up the coast toward Malibu, he turned down toward the Pier a mile away. He was on the winding beach road, already a narrow thoroughfare that people rushed along in their roadsters, a slender hint of its later proclamation as the Pacific Coast Highway. Joey halted quickly. By the side of the road he knew someone. Mervyn Galant’s Hispano Suiza had a puncture!
Joey asked the washed-up silents director if he needed help. As always, Galant hid his shame beneath a stream of words. “Bet your life I do, gave the chauffeur the day off, say I know you, didn’t you handle a chariot for Freddy Niblo in Ben Hur, you worked in one of my pictures too, did a wingwalk for me in Maisie Flies Over the Moon, didn’t you.” It wasn’t a question and by this time Joey had the Hispano Suiza jacked up. In five minutes he had replaced the wire-spoked flat tire with the spare and heard Galant—as the old hasbeen himself later reported—offer him a job. “Son, no question there’s work for you on my next picture. Where you serving now, Metro?”
A loud report made Joey jump, a passing car’s backfire. “No,” Joey said, “I’ve been at Jubilee.” “Jubilee?” Galant arched his famous hedgerow brows. “Heap of work on that lot, isn’t there?” “Yesterday,” Joey said, “was my last day.” “Sorry to hear it, son. Zangwill’s a viper, all right.” “Yes, Mr. Galant,” Joey allowed before he was off again.
In seconds he covered the mile to the Santa Monica Pier and passed under the half-moon sign offering sportfishing. I suspect Mervyn Galant’s job offer was ironic to Joey but not bitterly so. I suspect he was thinking about his ten-thousand-dollar life insurance policy. Jubilee would hire someone’s cheaper nephew or cousin who was agile and had been laid off by a carnival or circus. The Depression was closing marginal circuses that were unable to do enough business to feed the animals, dumping acrobats onto the tight stuntman market.
Once, on a set between takes, Joey saw a woman drawing a kitchen with two stoves. Shyly, he asked why two. She told him if he looked at the script he’d see it called for two stoves for the different dishes the cavalry would be fed when they paused at the outpost. Why not forget the stoves and have two large pots sitting over the fire in the fireplace the carpenters have already built, he suggested. The set designer took this to the producer since no one consulted directors on program Westerns, and the pro
ducer was pleased to save the money. Within days the saucy designer-decorator Elise Millevoix and the modest Joey Jouet were a sweet item on the set of Cheyenne Sharpshooters. Though a set designer was a number of rungs above a stuntman on the studio ladder, and Elise Millevoix had a star for a sister, Joey added a glow to any space he occupied.
No one on the Pier was disturbed when Joey rode his motorcycle the length of it, careful to dodge the Sunday strollers who came out from downtown on streetcars. A few of the vendors waved, recognizing the stuntman who had leaped from piers in several movies. “Hey Joey,” the dwarf who ran the bumper cars shouted, “King Vidor send you down here to get ready for a cop chase?” The man who sold cotton candy told his customer, “They darken Joey Jouet’s hair he can look like Walter Huston, Bruce Cabot, anybody, if he’s going fast enough. Probably practicing for a New York shot at Coney Island. His wife does something too. Her sister’s Palmyra Millevoix. Connections.”
Joey pulled up at the end of the Pier as if he were reining in a horse. The cotton candy man said he saw Jouet placing something on the railing at the end of the Pier. On the cycle, Joey returned as far as the carousel, and it looked as though he were leaving the Pier. He spun around, racing the Ariel’s engine before he roared out toward the end, vigilant about avoiding so many parents with their small children.
STUDIO DAREDEVIL IN FINAL STUNT was the headline in Hearst’s Examiner. The story said that Joey Jouet, brother-in-law of Jubilee Pictures’s brightest star, Palmyra Millevoix, had put up a ramp out of planks used to repair the floor of the Santa Monica Pier, then launched himself as though from a ski lift far out into the ocean, which swallowed him and his motorcycle so fast the stuntman could never have heard the throngs on the Pier begin to scream. Jouet had been driven to suicide, the Examiner went on to declare, by the Reds, who wouldn’t let him alone after he briefly joined and then quit the Party. The Los Angeles Times, sounding its own alarm, claimed that Joey, newly unemployed due to belt-tightening at Jubilee Pictures, was a casualty of the Depression Franklin D. Roosevelt was making even worse with his socialistic policies. Variety wrote that Joseph Cayson Jouet, champion of stuntmen, was a shining example of the truism that the good die young. “A victim of Hollywood,” the reporter wrote, “where 1934 is proving you’re up one day and sunk low the next, Joey Jouet perished, paradoxically, mimicking one of his masterful stunts, driven into the Pacific by no one’s screenplay but his own. The whole town sends sympathies to his widow and toddlers.”